First Post!

 It's 5:34pm and I've been working on this blog since 10:18am. Seven hours of perfecting every little thing - just so I could put off this first post. I wonder why I do this so often...putting off things I really am looking forward to...maybe I'm afraid it won't be as expected, maybe I'm afraid I won't be as expected. I'm certain I'll never pinpoint what causes such enigmas in my mind - to have dreams but never enough drive to achieve them. Maybe wanting something for so long is much more appealing than doing it. You see, writing this blog seemed much more glamorous in my head than in the moment. It's still everything I expected but I think it just seems much too real to be a dream anymore, and now I can never dream of it again. I think sometimes maybe I'd rather dream forever, but not this time. 

Thank you for reading ᥫ᭡.

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